senior year junior year sophomore freshman year. i didnt find those group of kids who like to have fun without drinking or smoking that wanted to hangg. and now college, i definitely am not goonna try to be somebody else to be friends with people i obviously may not like to hangout with for the rest of college. hahahaa but seriously im so over trying to fit in. its nothing anymore. i just have to bring myself to other kids that can have a good time without std-ing shitfacing and alla that shit. so im done and good. im great let sober j9 keep goin cause dats what i been last 17 1/2 years . here and there occasionally but its not gna be my source of having a good time out here. hawaii gone be great without it. im tellin ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!