i feel so girly now! i feel like crying on the spot. feel so insecure and shit. haha what the fack?!
2010 is looking pretty good right about now. i still wanna leave california. i think i might have 2nd thoughts when i think about reunions and stuff but itll be fun knowing people outside california and travelling everywhere and find someone totally opposite from where you came from.. love right there! but yeah peoplle might forget me but i dont give a fuck.
niggas on the team tho we cool and close in somewhat all of us. but its more stressless than at westmoor. we have fun together and get serious when needed. i feel needed this time around. i never really felt close with the coaches even though G and Bruce were the best coaches i could ever ask for, but coach john is coooool. he'll take all the shit but he expects us to leave it alone after and he never holds grudges or looks at you differently after awkward incidents happen, well thats what i think. i think i kinda fucked up though when my girl mode cried during a game and 2 fuckin practices, fucked up that normal vibe between a coach and his player but oh well i hope it was just the past.
but we have to win against westmoor to shove it in south citys face thinkin it was just a lucky win. it really wasnt though cause we had everyone this time. but we and i really want to win against westmoor man. we just have to! i dont want to move down a division! we just cant lose anymore games. we have 5-7 players that can actually fuckin play! we deserve to win. we have the heart to lose and let it go but we dont want to loseanymore!
jan. 8-11
LAS VEGAS WAS CRACKIN THOUGH! COUSINS ARE THE MOFUCKIN BEST!
