Saturday, September 5, 2009

JHS!

Im actually happy now that i go to jeff. only cause i actually have my close friends with me this time. i couldnt find close friends at jeff because they already have their own cliques and ccrews and stuff. its amazing how i never go to the library anymore or the girls locker anymore, but i love ittttt. but whats weird about jeff is that theres not a lot of people whos motivated to learn shit. at westmoor, i was the dumbest kid in the smart class, now im in eye level with the people in my class, or the one who actually wants to pay attention now. like in my spanish class, some of the people dont even know simple 1-2 or 3-4 shit, and were in 5-6! im like getting hella mad cause they got it easy! i had a c in spanish 1-2 because i couldnt make a poster look pretty for raley! but i feel like i know more than them even though i had RALEY. but its still cool the people that dont know shit in that class i dont really care about and i dont have to deal with them in any other classes. speaking of classes!

its weird that i have hella classes with the same people cuz of this thing called slc, im in denali. but it works and helps me because we have advisory with the same teacher so she knows us well and can gore more of a 1-on-1 with us about college and stuff, like whats the best college we can go to, or the best scholarships.

the truth is that jeff is not much different than westmoor, except for the high ap scores or the going to college thing. i think the reason that i wanted to move was just because of the friends situation, i mean i had friends there, i was just never close to anyone because i have nothing in common with them, it was always, not always but mostly awkward whenever i tried to talk to some of the people there. i couldnt be in my funny side cause i dont know if theyre gonna laugh or think im annoying. but i miss some people at westmoor, like the basketball team, they always tried to make me look stupid but that shit was funny, and like just the people who wanted to hangout with me not because they wanted to use me so they dont look like a loner, but the genuine ones that wanted to know sstuff about me, and fuckin laugh at and with me, i miss those niggas.