kay so i finished Avalon High just yesterday and i think im planninng on reading it again, and i realized that the blog under this one makes no sense about the book im reading because, i was talking about how im just like the main character, well, if you read the first 14 chap.'s you can relate to some characters, but once you are on the halfway point and know whats really going on with the plot, its a whoooole different environment in the book, well i dont know how to say, like, the tone changes in the book because the middle to the end is the part where everyone is connected with the people from Arthurian time, you know King Arthur and those characters. its a good good book, and i love the author. she makes a totally different plot at the end in her books that ive read by far. they should make a movie out of it, and i want to buy the manga version =))))

so i went to the hospitall again. and this time lola was awake and well, sort of =\. she didnt know who i was! i was like about to cry and sob so bad but i tried so hard to make a joke out of it. im like stopping myselff from making it a big deal since no one else made a big deal out of it ='(. i seriously was gonna cry, because she recognized bernadette, but not me. shes totatlly out of it =(. see our family is not the type to express our feelings and discuss them together because were a strong family, my moms side. we dont show any emotion, but joy and laughter, we never show sadness. thats why im an odd ball, i cry more than anyone in this family, i have too much emotion to hide. i mean i dont cry all the time, only when i build something up for too long and i burst , which is barely. -____-, which is morethan what my family does at all =\. its okay=) though. i still have to do hw! ahhhh! haha its okay. i had so much more to say but w/evs. i like rented Gandhi because i totally paid no attention to it during class, -____-. so i watched it and i liked it, its a good movie, no wonder why it was awarded best picture. =) Gandhi was a good man though, he had so much more to contribute to the feud between Muslims and Hindus but that ignorant man just had to kill him. . .

hahahaha i taught my little brother how to say

HABIBBI!

HAHAHAHAHA it means my love right?lol